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Saturday 9 December 2023

hush of expectation

 

REFLECTION at St PAUL’S, ARROWTOWN 
and St PETER’S, QUEENSTOWN
SECOND SUNDAY IN ADVENT
(December 10
th) 2023

 

READINGS   

     

Isaiah 40: 1-11
Psalm 85: 1-2, 8-13
2 Peter 3: 8-15a 
Mark 1: 1-8


You may recall (though if you are at Saint Paul’s you won’t because it wasn’t the case) but two or three weeks ago we sang the stirring Methodist hymn “there’s a light upon the mountains.” The second verse runs

                        There’s hush of expectation, and a quiet in the air,

                        and the breath of God is moving in the fervent breath of prayer;

                        for the suffering, dying Jesus is the Christ upon the throne,

                        and the travail of our spirit is the travail of his own

I grew to love that hymn when I was introduced to it by a parishioner in one of my New South Wales parishes, young woman of Methodist extraction, though the granddaughter of a wonderful Anglican bishop. But it was for me, above all, this sense of a hush of expectation, especially at this Advent time of the year, that captured my imagination.

It seems to me that, while there may be some expectation particularly in children’s circles at this time of the year – and that expectation tends to be of the coming of a rotund gentleman in a red suit rather than an infant incongruously in a manger – nevertheless any sense of hush is 180 degrees removed from our experience in the weeks leading to Christmas. From around about late August onwards as hints of Christmas trade begin to appear in supermarkets, I begin to wish that I was living in a Buddhist or Islamic country in which I could maintain my belief in the birth of a vulnerable Christ child, but not be bombarded with songs about jingling bells – and I refuse to make reference to the odours of Batman – or across the Tasman, and perhaps to a lesser degree here, rusty Holden utes.

It seems to me precisely that divergence that preys most on my mind in the weeks before Christmas. I find myself seeking peace and quiet, taking long walks not just to reduce my own resemblance to Santa Claus but more importantly to find at least some hope of encountering the still point in a turning world. That phrase that T.S. Eliot, amongst others, most memorably called the encounter with Jesus, is a powerful understanding of Jesis. As Patti Smith mused, albiet is without specific reference to Jesus, the prhrase points to a solid anchor in the complexities of human existence.

For Eliot, in his “Burnt Norton,” “At the still point of the turning world. Neither flesh nor fleshless; Neither from nor towards; at the still point, there the dance is.” The dance, as Sidney Carter emphasized in his controversial hymn “Lord of the Dance,” is everything: “Except for the point, the still point, There would be no dance, and there is only the dance.” 

Or, when Eliot was being more of the church warden that he was, there is only the Christ.

The chaos of the weeks before Christmas contrast radically with the hush of expectation celebrated in the hymn that I’ve mentioned. We are called to be a contrast society of Jesus, a counterculture of hope. The hard part for us as Christ bearers is to shut out at least some of the noise of commerce around us, to pause enough to allow at least the possibility of the encounter that Eliot emphasises. We are called to encounter the God who is before creation and after creation, and who holds creation and all time within that realm, impossible to understand but that many of us are learning to call “Godself.”

If that seems a convoluted and incomprehensible sentence or two let me put it in more biblical terms: in advent we are challenged to pause long enough to reconnect with the God “who was and is and who is to come.” That God who in Christ came into human view vulnerable, defenceless, born on the edge of a crumbling empire, rejected by humans with the exception of his own family, soon to become according to the legends a refugee in Egypt.

We have a week or two left of this season of Advent. Let us hope and pray that we can find touches of the God of stillness and peace amidst the fanaticism of commerce and sometimes dangerously wild celebration of a southern hemisphere summer.


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