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Monday, 4 May 2020

cherry picking an imaginary friend


Tuesday of the
Fourth Week of Easter
May 5th


READING: John 10: 22-30

‘At that time the festival of the Dedication took place in Jerusalem. It was winter, and Jesus was walking in the temple, in the portico of Solomon. So the Jews gathered around him and said to him, ‘How long will you keep us in suspense? If you are the Messiah, tell us plainly.’ Jesus answered, ‘I have told you, and you do not believe. The works that I do in my Father’s name testify to me; but you do not believe, because you do not belong to my sheep. My sheep hear my voice. I know them, and they follow me. I give them eternal life, and they will never perish. No one will snatch them out of my hand. What my Father has given me is greater than all else, and no one can snatch it out of the Father’s hand. The Father and I are one.’

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New Revised Standard Version Bible, copyright © 1989 the Division of Christian Education of the National Council of the Churches of Christ in the United States of America. Used by permission. All rights reserved.

REFLECTION

Leaving aside as best we can, the Fourth Gospel’s terrible depiction of our siblings-in-faith, the Jewish People, this snippet floats a plethora of faith-gems.

John takes us through a bewildering kaleidoscope of Jesus-images. Jesus-gate, Jesus-shepherd, Jesus-martyr, Jesus-Son, Jesus-God. There are many more facets of Jesus. Jesus is no monochrome cut-out! While I don’t think we can merely cherry-pick, there are times when one aspect of Jesus resonates more than others. Times I need the shoulder to cry on, times I need the arms around me, times I need the size twelve boot on my glutes. He’s often dismissed derogatorily as “Imaginary Friend” but I find at times this multi-faceted presence can be far more of an inconvenience than a mere figment of my imagination is likely to be. Sheep probably think that, too, as their meddling shepherd summons them from paddock to paddock.

Okay: “think” and “sheep” probably don’t belong in the same sentence, but you get my meaning? Once someone was complaining to Mother Theresa about her husband. “You think your husband is difficult,” the saint replied, wistfully.

“If you are the Messiah, tell us plainly.” But how plain does the now invisible Risen Lord, or did the then visible Incarnate Lord have to be? Actually there’s some pretty big hints about the Creator God, too – the sunrises this month have been gobsmacking. But in my life I’ve seen some pretty jolly big Second Person of the Trinity hints too, and let’s admit it, the Trinity is not all that compartmentalized. “The Father and I are one,” says Jesus – and speaks about the Advocate-Spirit in the same vein.

So yeah. The shepherd’s voice. The person who has crossed my path, the wrong-going day that turned out righter than planned, the r u ok check-up when all seemed lost. “Godincidence” is a horrible word, but sometimes I have no other. The shepherd’s voice has broken though the cacophony, my life has been nudged (sometimes pummeled), and this sheep has mooched on. Have I ever mentioned that the seeds of my priesthood were sown when a half-drunk lapsed catholic picked me up hitch-hiking home from Tauranga?

Yes, I do a terrible job of communicating Jesus to the world around me. Irascible, temperamental, self-centred, myopic: this Christ-stumbler is no pin-up for the Jesus cause. Yet in my life there have been moments when I have been called to be the Christ-presence in some context or other, and despite my inadequacies, some sort of Jesus-thing has dribbled through to a person I’ve been called alongside. The same will be true of you: the lives you’ve drifted through and touched and changed, often unknowing. My sheep hear my voice. I know them, and they follow me. Even when we just don’t get it.

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