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Monday, 2 June 2025

waiting for banished April to return

 

SERMON PREACHED AT St JOHN’S, EAST BENTLEIGH

SUNDAY 25th SEPTEMBER, 1988

FEAST OF St MATTHEW (transferred)

 

 

                     On a bare

Hill a bare tree saddened

The sky. Many people

Held out their thin arms

To it, as though waiting

For banished April

To return to its crossed

Boughs. The son watched

Them. Let me go there, he said.

                     (from “The Coming,” R.S. Thomas)

 

So often as I speak to people I am confronted with the claim “You don’t have go to church to be good.” It appears that this oft-repeated aphorism is a magic phrase designed to expiate years’ build up of guilt for not being seen in the church to which we claim allegiance. And of course, like so many aphorisms, it is true. You don’t have to go to church to be good.

But also like so many aphorisms, it misses the point altogether. For no one that I have ever heard has made the claim that you do have to go to church to be good. Nor have  I ever heard the claim that attending church makes you good. Any such claim would be far from the teachings of Jesus, and would stand in obscene contradiction to the words of our Lord that we heard read in the gospel today.

For Christ made it abundantly clear in his teachings that he did not see his ministry as one of praise to towards those who prided themselves as being moral and upright religious citizens. Like many notions that those who do not bother to read the gospels espouse, the notion that Jesus was on about being good has no biblical basis. He came to earth, he tells us, “… not to call the righteous, but sinners.” Certainly, he told many  who received his healing love, “Go, and sin no more,” but perfection is far from human experience, and he is telling his followers to strive to avoid participating in the world of sin in which we are all caught up. He is setting an ideal, to which all of us will fall short.

So if we claim that one does not have to go to church to be good, we succeed blithely in missing the heart of the gospel. We set up a religion based on good works, and not one that rejoices in the salvation and love offered in Jesus Christ. We return to the religion of the New Testament pharisees, not to the radically new teaching of the Messiah.

At the heart of Christianity is the belief that we are quite simply unable to be good enough to win the favour of God. This is, ironically, good news: if we are unable to attain salvation by our own merits then there is no room for self-righteous pride – there is no room for teacher’s pets in the Kingdom of God. When we realize that we can’t earn our own salvation, then we join those people who, in the R. S. Thomas poem with which I began, reach out their thin arms to the Cross. We recognise our need of God’s forgiving and nurturing love, and turn to him in the knowledge that we have no bribes to offer.

In our Lord’s words, then, we are all in need of a physician. We are all in need of the forgiving love and empowering Spirit of God. We attend church, then, not to prove that we are good, or even to make ourselves good, but to discover and to acknowledge before God that we are not good enough. In the words of the old Book of Common Prayer, words that are somewhat over-the-top by contemporary standards,

we acknowledge and bewail our manifold sins and wickedness, which we from time to time most grievously have committed, by thought word and deed, against thy Divine Majesty, provoking most justly thy wrath and indignation against us.

 

Having said that, however, I must also emphasize that we are not called to remain wallowing in our wretched state. We may well be convinced of, admit to, our sin, and so it should be. We should also recognize the very real sense in which we are responsible for the death of Jesus.

Who was the guilty, who brought this upon thee?

Alas, my treason, Jesus, hath undone thee;

’twas I, Lord Jesus, I it was denied thee;

I crucified thee.

 

But having made that connection we must not remain there, must not continue to dwell on our guilt. Instead, we must accept the healing the Physician has to offer us. In the words of the same hymn as that just quoted,

Therefore, kind Jesus, since I cannot pay thee,

I do adore thee, and will ever pray thee.

                                                          (from Johann Heermann, “Ah Holy Jesu”)

 

As that hymnist emphasizes, no small part of that movement from guilt must be the service of liturgy, worshipping together with one another, together with Christians throughout the world, worshipping God who is Father of the Christ-saviour. That is why we worship, why we go to church. It is not so that we become good, or so we might look good in the eyes of the community, but because we there encounter the God we love in a particular manner.

Then, having worshipped God together in the context of the eucharist, the great and catholic prayer of thanksgiving, we are given further responsibility. We are called by God to go out into the world to love and serve him and to love and serve his people.[1] “Go in peace,” we say, “to love and serve the Lord.” We serve and worship him by serving his broken people.

I was hungry, and you fed me.

I was thirsty, and you gave me drink

Says our Lord, and

For inasmuch as you have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren you have done it unto me.

 

Having served and worshipped God in church, then, we must go out and serve him by serving his people in the community. And all people are his people. That is the point of connection that I wish to leave you with today. For today we are celebrating the Feast of Saint Matthew, and it was he who, in popular belief, came to be associated with the tax collector, Levi, with whom Jesus went to eat early in his ministry.

Frequently, in Matthew’s account of the gospel, we find Jesus mixing with the undesirables of society. It is to that that we are called. We too are called to go into the dangerous places, the places where so-called good people are not seen, and there proclaim by our lives the love of Christ. We must be prepared, like Jesus, to get our hands dirty, to risk the misunderstanding of friends and neighbours.

There, amidst whatever dirt and misunderstanding we may find, we will begin to be able legitimately to speak of the God of love.

We cannot proclaim or even know the God of love until we have first discovered that he is indeed the God who is to be found in the squalid – or in contemporary jargon the “uncool” – places. We cannot have the Christ of Easter without the shame of Good Friday.

And one said

Speak to us of love

and the preacher opened

his mouth and the word God

fell out so they tried

again speak to us

of God but then the preacher

was silent reaching

his arms out but the little

children the one with

big bellies and bow

legs that were like

a razor shell

were too weak to come.

                     (from “H’m”, R. S. Thomas)

 

It is to those that are beyond our church walls, those who may not be attractive to us, that we are called to go out. For we may be their only taste of the body and blood of Christ.



[1] While in 1988 I worked hard to utilize inclusive language, and had done so sitting at the feet of Enid Bennett of the Religious Studies Department of Massey University, I had not yet considered the use of inclusive pronouns for the Creator.

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